It has occurred to me that in today’s society we are constantly looking for improvement, success, and most of us never feel good enough. We focus so much on what we are not accomplishing that we often forget to remember how far we have come.
As someone who writes a blog on positivity and moving up in life, I must admit that my life didn’t always have such a happy outlook. Two years ago I was in a very unhealthy relationship with someone who made me believe that I wasn’t good enough to deserve anything better than what he was offering. My boyfriend at the time was doing plenty of illegal things to take care of his family. I worked full time to help support them. I didn’t start college, even after finishing high school a year early with a semester of college done, because I was scared of my future and had no idea what to do with my life. I lived in a house that looking back on, I will just say, I am surprised I don’t have multiple diseases from living in for so long. My parents and I had completely unstable relationships, because I had let so many of my dreams die in order take care of someone else. I had nothing to my name. I was at my rock bottom.
We all have those moments we call our “rock bottoms.” We have them in different varying degrees and we all handle them differently. There are many times in this blog that I have stated “It’s not about what has happened in the past, it is what you took away from your experience.”
Many experiences are not pretty. There is no reason to look back and think of yourself as a failure. At one point in your life you were your weakest. At one point in your life, you decided to get stronger (or are still working on it.)
When I look back, I don’t see how miserable I have been, I remember how far I have come.
In two weeks I will have an associates degree in Marketing and Advertising. And while, I know to some people that seems like nothing, for the girl who held herself back to give someone else a chance to shine, it means the world. I have friends who have seen me through hell and back and they will always be here for me. I recently purchased my first brand new car. I have a real career and I am finally pursuing my dreams because I deserve to do so.
Remember to always look for the positives in your life.
<3 Racy